10 In Life

The Mom with No Title

momnottitleNecker Island, April 8, 2016

On our return trip to Necker Island, I waited for the questions that always come.  Those questions that come when people see my three children, my husband and then me.

During this week long business retreat with entrepreneurs, I braced for the questions.

“What do you do in your business?”

“Do you run the business with your husband?”

“Are you a stay-at-home mom or do you do something else?”

“Yes.  And NO.”    I say.  It’s the all-in, in-between place.

How do you describe the all-in, in-between space in life?  The one that doesn’t have one title but that holds a significant place.

My husband, my three children and then me.
That’s the order I thought people saw in.

Then one night, I found myself at dinner at a long wood-carved table that can seat 40 people.  I met an amazing woman named Natalie MacNeil.  She has a beautiful view on entrepreneurship and contribution.  She didn’t ask me any of those questions.

Instead, she asked me, “How do you help people?  How do you want to help people?”

My entrepreneurial husband, my three children and then me.
That’s the order I thought people saw in.
I know now that’s the order I put myself in when I’m afraid of not having all the answers.

The truth is “What do you do?” stumps lots of folks. Not just moms.  Not just the people without official business cards.

For the mom with no title or the CEO with a title in all capital letters, there is a shared understanding.  There is more to a person than what fits on the space of a business card.

A business title might trap us into a rigidity of role that doesn’t fill all that we are.  For a mom like me with other pursuits but without a title that is easily summed up, it can feel untethered.  Being in that space for a long time.  The one of not having “the one thing” you do that is simple to describe.   The thing outside motherhood that is the dream not yet manifested.   Or that you don’t yet get a paycheck for doing.  Trying to explain that place has made me feel phony.  Unrealized.  Unseen.

Then I remember that is my own bullshit.  I often look for a role to armor me during those times, instead of just being in that space of discovery.

Jedidah intersection

How do we find validation and acknowledgment of all we do during those spaces?

We give it to ourselves first.  We honor our contribution at each step along the way.  We have gratitude for the blessing to be in the untethered space.  Then, we take the brave steps into the scary but magical spaces one at a time.

Roles can armor us.  They can tether us.  And they can also bind us from experiencing all that we are here to be.

In that conversation with Natalie, I stopped sweating how to describe my title for a second.

“How do you help people?” she asked me.

These are questions I know the answers to.

I help my kids know who they are and feel empowered in their skin.

I stand by my husband and his team to help people invest in themselves.

I stand by my family and friends in dreaming big and pushing through the adversity that comes along the way.

I help families be brave explorers in learning and life again.

I help people by sharing my stories.

And thank God for the friends that help me.  They help me in creating a circle of support that gives me wings and sanity.  They give me the freedom to be Maria, not a title.

Today, I have no title and I am grateful.  Right now, my family is my business.  My three beautiful children, my awesome husband, AND me.

I don’t have a business card.  I am not sitting at the conference room and the presentation tables I did ten years ago.  Some days I miss it.  Some days I don’t.

Right now, the dinner table is my table.  The picnic tables are my tables. The car I travel in with my 10-year old son wrapped in long discussions is my business meeting.  The bleacher my sister watches her daughter play ball from is her board seat.  The yoga floor my dear friend restores bodies and minds from is her Chief Executive Offering.  If you are a mother, you are birthing and raising the children that will be sitting at those tables.

Today.  My writing desk. That is my table.

mariatable

Our presence as mothers and leaders and compassionate humans at whatever table we find ourselves in.  That matters.

The work tables just look awesomely diverse now.

Call it whatever you want.  Pull up a chair proudly to your table.

maria pool table

In the comments section below, I’d love to know, how do you handle the question, “What do you do?”

Resource Links: Natalie MacNeil has an excellent video on this topic at her website, “She Takes on The World.” If you want to hear Natalie’s strategy on how to explain what you do to a 10-year old or at a business function, you can check it out here.

For an interesting take on the in-between spaces in life from an Astro physicist, Jedidah Isler, listen to the first 3 minutes of this TED talk.

Hint: Those spaces are usually where the magic happens in the universe.

Family Photo courtesy of Alex Kane, Photographer & Videographer.

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10 Comments

  • Reply
    Natalie MacNeil
    May 2, 2016 at 6:54 pm

    I love this post so Maria, and I’m grateful we had a chance to meet and connect. I am in awe of how you so gracefully serve your family, your readers, your clients, and so many others in between. I bow deeply to you.

    • Reply
      Maria
      May 2, 2016 at 11:22 pm

      Thank you Natalie! That means so much. You had a heartfelt impact on me. You are such a great catalyst for clarity, connection, and courage in business and in life. Loving The Conquer Kit!

  • Reply
    Evelyn Castellano Escamilla
    May 2, 2016 at 7:47 pm

    I loved this! I have run through all the phases of having a very defined job….to being stay at home mom….to being CEO of my own business (but I do often feel kind of phony with that title as a company of one. Lol. The State made me give myself a title…so I added Storyteller in Chief as it feels more authentic to me!) Even still, when someone asks me that question, it’s incredibly hard for me to answer and I often stumble because while I do have a title that fits on a business card, ALL that I do for my children and family as a mother just seems so much more important.

    • Reply
      Maria
      May 2, 2016 at 11:25 pm

      Evelyn – you are an inspiration to me mama. I love the storytelling you create through media. Storyteller in Chief is perfect, impactful and so true! Loved seeing your Emmy coverage. All the best in rockin’ it all endeavors – mamahood, biz and life!

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    Rebekah
    May 3, 2016 at 4:16 am

    Wow! Such a powerful question and thought-provoking essay — thank you for sharing! I often struggle with what comes first (and second and third) in my focus. I find it shifts and sways, and I am constantly finding my new center for balance, often scrambling to make sure my family is still on board (and not overboard!) with me. I am loving the ride and am learning so much right now in my entrepreneurial endeavors!

    • Reply
      Maria
      May 3, 2016 at 12:34 pm

      Rebekah – you are probably one of the single most influential women in helping ME become a more brave explorer in learning and life. And in letting go of the conventional way of doing things one step at a time. You are amazing, and caring, and help so many with your gifts and generosity. Thank you so much for your sweet words!

  • Reply
    Linda Klugman
    May 3, 2016 at 2:32 pm

    Maria. Its been a long time and lucky for me I stumbled upon your writing and was compelled to comment.
    Your essay is beautiful and thoughtful. I am a business owner with a business card and have always had an entrepreneurial spirit.
    My desk is overflows with the tools of my trade. However, it is the other “tables” you so eloquently describe that strike a cord deep within.
    From raising my boys and watching them grow into thoughtful, compassionate men, to consoling loved ones and taking care of elderly parents, to walking through devastating loss…these are the parts of me, the many tables at which I have had the honor of being seated, that are most important. I treasure and protect each and every bit deep in my heart. Thank you for reminding me.

    • Reply
      Maria
      May 3, 2016 at 3:54 pm

      Linda, your words brought a tear to my eye this morning. I see so many lovely, strong women. So many tables they sit at that are never seen, or heard or known. Thank you for sharing this here. It resonated so much with me. I still remember the sanctuary of a guest room you created in our first family home. That iron scrolled headboard, the beautiful bedding, the oasis of my dreams. It began a love affair with design and sanctuary. Thank you Linda. I hope you are well and thriving and sharing your creativity still!

  • Reply
    Suellen Carson
    May 4, 2016 at 2:52 am

    I think I do something like this- “Then, we take the brave steps into the scary but magical spaces one at a time.”- Maria Carter
    Thank you for sharing this… so moved.

    • Reply
      Maria
      May 10, 2016 at 4:31 pm

      Thank you Sue! You are a brave and magical woman!

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